Just over a year ago, we feaÂtured a clip of an interÂview with LauÂra Archera HuxÂley, widÂow of British dystopiÂan novÂelÂist and notÂed psyÂcheÂdelÂic drug enthuÂsiÂast Aldous HuxÂley. When he approached death’s door in 1963, he asked her to give him a dose of “LSD, 100 µg, intraÂmusÂcuÂlar.” If you’ve got to check out, this sounds, by LauÂra’s descripÂtion, like one of the preferÂable ways to do it, or at least a way that aligned closeÂly with HuxÂley’s conÂvicÂtions. “There was absoluteÂly no jolt, no agiÂtaÂtion,” she recalled on camÂera. “NothÂing except this very quiÂet — like a music that becomes less and less audiÂble. Like fadÂing away. [ … ] There was a beauÂtiÂful expresÂsion in the face. It was a very beauÂtiÂful expresÂsion in the face.” LetÂters of Note added much detail onto this spare account by postÂing a letÂter sent from LauÂra to HuxÂley’s brothÂer Julian not long after the writer’s death from larynÂgeal canÂcer. One page appears above, and at LetÂters of Note you can find scans of all of them plus a comÂplete tranÂscript.
“I had the feelÂing actuÂalÂly that the last hour of breathÂing was only the conÂdiÂtioned reflex of the body that had been used to doing this for 69 years, milÂlions and milÂlions of times,” wrote LauÂra. “There was not the feelÂing that with the last breath, the spirÂit left. It had just been genÂtly leavÂing for the last four hours. [ … ] [EveryÂone attendÂing HuxÂley] said that this was the most serene, the most beauÂtiÂful death. Both docÂtors and nurse said they had nevÂer seen a perÂson in simÂiÂlar physÂiÂcal conÂdiÂtion going off so comÂpleteÂly withÂout pain and withÂout strugÂgle. [ … ] We will nevÂer know if all this is only our wishÂful thinkÂing, or if it is real, but cerÂtainÂly all outÂward signs and the inner feelÂing gave indiÂcaÂtion that it was beauÂtiÂful and peaceÂful and easy.” Just above, you’ll find the video we preÂviÂousÂly postÂed of LauÂra’s briefer descripÂtion of the same events.
RelatÂed ConÂtent:
Aldous HuxÂley Warns Against DicÂtaÂtorÂship in AmerÂiÂca
Ken Kesey’s First LSD Trip AniÂmatÂed
Aldous HuxÂley Reads DraÂmaÂtized VerÂsion of Brave New World
ColÂin MarÂshall hosts and proÂduces NoteÂbook on Cities and CulÂture. FolÂlow him on TwitÂter at @colinmarshall.

