
DrawÂing by Graziano OriÂga, via WikiÂmeÂdia ComÂmons
An old man sits alone, rantÂiÂng in a nasalÂly monotÂoÂnous drone. He breaks into rueÂful laughÂter, threats of vioÂlence, mockÂery, maudlin lament…. An angry drunkÂen uncle cryÂing out into the wilderÂness of a TuesÂday night benÂder? A tough guy left behind in the world, unable to stomÂach its restricÂtions and blithe hypocrisies? A mad poet on his way to the grave? An everyÂman ramÂbler whose seen-it-all canÂdor and hardass sense of humor comÂmand the comÂmon people’s ear?
All of the above was beloved novÂelÂist, raconÂteur, poet, and trenÂchant essayÂist Charles BukowsÂki. It’s easy to carÂiÂcaÂture BukowsÂki for his lifeÂlong romance with booze, a domÂiÂnant theme in nearÂly all of his autoÂbiÂoÂgraphÂiÂcalÂly-inspired poems and stoÂries. But in writÂing of the life an alcoÂholic artist, himÂself, he also uncovÂered in extremÂis genÂerÂal truths about human exisÂtence that many peoÂple spend their lives tryÂing to avoid. The pain, and solace, of loneÂliÂness, rejecÂtion, and self-doubt, the desÂperÂate need for forÂtiÂtude in the face of seemÂing hopeÂlessÂness.
BukowsÂki is not only a hero to so many would-be writÂers because of his epic barÂroom tales and rock-star-calÂiber drinkÂing bouts. If that were so, his stoÂries might quickÂly grow tedious. What BukowsÂki had over the run-of-the-mill pub regÂuÂlars was a surÂprisÂing amount of emoÂtionÂal vulÂnerÂaÂbilÂiÂty and self-awareÂness, and a desire to comÂmuÂniÂcate his expeÂriÂences with the same raw honÂesty as his litÂerÂary hero, DosÂtoÂevsky. Put simÂply, BukowsÂki posÂsessed an abunÂdance of what Keats called “negÂaÂtive capaÂbilÂiÂty.”
He also had a good deal of luck. If even a handÂful of the stoÂries he tells about his life are true, it’s a wonÂder he didn’t die sevÂerÂal times over. Take his recountÂing below of a live 1979 VanÂcouÂver perÂforÂmance, footage of which became the docÂuÂmenÂtary film There’s Gonna Be a God Damn Riot in Here. In a letÂter that year to a friend, he wrote:
Back from CanaÂdiÂan readÂing. Took LinÂda. Have video tapes of the thing in colÂor, runs about two hours. Saw it a couÂple nights back. Not bad. Much fightÂing with the audiÂence. New poems. Dirty stuff and the othÂer kind. Drank before the readÂing and 3 botÂtles of red wine durÂing but read the poems out. Dumb parÂty afterÂwards. I fell down sevÂerÂal times while dancÂing. They got me back on the eleÂvaÂtor back at the hotel and I kept holÂlerÂing for anothÂer botÂtle. Poor LinÂda. AfterÂwards in hotel room, kept falling. FinalÂly fell against the radiÂaÂtor and cracked a 6 inch gash in skull. Blood everyÂwhere. Hell of a trip…Nice CanaÂdiÂan peoÂple who set up readÂing, though. Not poet types at all. All in all, a good show…
The video tapes were Bukowski’s idea—he insistÂed on the recordÂing as a conÂdiÂtion for makÂing the trip. And you can hear audio of the entire perÂforÂmance at the top on SpoÂtiÂfy (get SpoÂtiÂfy’s softÂware here; or lisÂten on Youtube here). Also on the playlist are two othÂer BukowsÂki spoÂken-word albums, Charles BukowsÂki MasÂter ColÂlecÂtion, and Hostage. The latÂter, writes AmaÂzon, “has to be one of the rowÂdiÂest poetÂry records ever released, which makes sense conÂsidÂerÂing how drunk BukowsÂki plainÂly is.” But “the drink nevÂer gets in the way of his delivÂery,” and his tough-but-tenÂder verse comes through plainÂly, even if it seems like there might be a riot any minute. Only BukowsÂki could have pulled this off and lived to tell the tale.
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RelatÂed ConÂtent:
LisÂten to Charles BukowsÂki Poems Being Read by BukowsÂki HimÂself & the Great Tom Waits
Four Charles BukowsÂki Poems AniÂmatÂed
Josh Jones is a writer and musiÂcian based in Durham, NC. FolÂlow him at @jdmagness
